ok that probably terrifies everyone
I just finished my Malay Oral exam just now (gosh dont be too shocked)
I am currently feeling extremely proud that finally there is something in Malay Language that I can not suck at.
Lemme tell you honestly. Malay is undoubtedly my worst subject here. Worst.
It possesses an unexpectedly quirky grammar and sentence structure which just makes me confused if every sentence I write is grammatically correct.
Well, there is this argument where people say that malay is super similar to Bahasa Indonesia which is probably my mother tongue, (how can you expect me to remember what language I first started to talk with, duh. ) ((ok im just too forgetful)) but it is actually that fact which causes the irony.
It is common sense that with the close proximity of the two, I wont need to really pick up a completely alien language and still do well in o level for its HIGHER choice, but this thin line between the two is actually the source of my anxiety and insecurity.
Some common words in Bahasa can mean an utterly different thing in Malay which sometimes might even be offensive. I am sad that malay is dang hard but its ok i know acing it is just a matter of time, as there are many predecessors who have gone through the exact same challenge yet still flourish in the end.
Moral of this story : you just wasted 3 mins to read my not-so-important rants. I dont like to complain so is this thing above a complaint? idk. gosh im really writing rubbish help
OK enough stupid stuff.
This week is actually the International Friendship Week!
I just found out about it too on Monday, so happy international friendship week to everyone out there! (virtual) hugs and kisses are being sent via internet to your email, just wait for them, as their arrival will make your gadget beep so loudly that it creates extreme vibration and the ground where it is placed is going to vibrate and mini earthquake will happen and you will be swallowed inside the ground and go to this dark tunnel towards another dimension where Chris Martin the handsome guy with brilliant voice is waiting for you on a fat donkey-like unicorn and you will be the queen of a new world...
(OK Maretta compose yourself)
Oh and I am definitely not an IT person so that email will probs be there ages after everyone started going to Mars to eat from a popular pasta restaurant.
This morning Michelle, another Indonesian girl, and I were on the platform teaching the whole school some basic Indonesian expression like "Apa kabar" "selamat pagi" "Saya cinta kamu" "Terima kasih" which means how are you, good morning, i love you, thank you respectively. We were just giggling to each other but the response we get from the school was surprisingly GREAAAAAT. i felt so priviledged to be able to teach them some basic words in my own language, which is Bahasa Indonesia.
This proudness and uniqueness that I felt just now was a totally new feeling for me. Never did I know how much love and pride I have for my own country Indonesia. Now it only gives me even more desire to go back home :(
And I will go back in JUNE!!!!!!
next week all of our term 1 marks and grades are out so
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I will now what date I will be home!!!!!!
Lets keep our fingers crossed that I can go home ASAP cause I feel homesick now, okay just for now though.
I actually have a lot to say but chemistry is testing on metals and
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I CRY ITS A CRAZY LOAD OF MEMORY WORK
p.s If you are feeling down, try listening to codplay's songs, they heal. they really do. they are the awesome-est bunch of people that have ever lived.
p.p.s my fave song is fix you but that's when you are deppressed and feeling low so ya
