dated 1st of August.
August.
I repeat, AUGUST.
just like a celeb on hiatus here i am.
man i rly miss the blogging but i think either the world is rushing me or i am a tortoise in a herd of lean sheeps(they r fast enuf ok).
blogging is always in my blood, sharing thoughts, taking pictures, cherishing memories and pouring it out. it's sad to me that i am not as active.
i have been thinking a lot lately, mostly about the future and how life goes.
(i might sound stressed but believe me im not)
ok so first, in the last post i told ya that something big is happening this year, and it is almost time for it.
cant believe im leaving hometown this oct(or maybe nov), it felt so long away but now it's completely different.
even i have the worries of not being able to meet my best buds anm, and honestly, it's rly saddening.
meeting them feels like a blessing, really.
i feel mixed emotions; fear of what the future holds, yet so excited browsing the seniors' pictures of their school lives, and the force of thinking about things on daily basis is inevitable.
for my best buds, thankyou for cheering me up and supporting me, even the simplest gift or advice rly makes me feel loved. i just hope we are bonded and that bond will still be tight no matter where we are.
seriously guys, cherish moments and be grateful everyday.
secondly, i thought of shutting this blog and make a new one, as i have some posts quite long ago which might be embarassing lol.
but this blog has been a silent medium for me to view the transformations i have in life, that it is actually a precious little thing.
i might not be able to take shots of what i prefer to wear as often, but i'll try.
another news is, i started dieting again ahaa.
gaining back up is super easy damn!
prolly after i got the body i wanted i'll start posting again? lol we'll see!
oh and i tried doing yoga by searching on youtube 'yoga for beginners' dang i think by beginners those trainers think we are of firm muscles when i am like a gooey jellyfish.
important note : beginners are not beginners(IF you get what i mean)
lastly, what i wrote above seems a lil cheesy and exaggerating, eh? maybe im more sensitive lately but listen. there are so many fears and challenges, you might shatter and sit in the corner of a room not wanting to talk to anyone, you never know; so share the love you got now and always remind yourself that you are blessed, you should be grateful for today.
future is grim as i can see, but when you are strong and tough, it might only grizzle instead of raining torentially.
i would like to believe in myself that i am able and for all of you girls out there who feel depressed to believe that you are strong.
if you think that today is your worst day, what about tomorrow?
the waves may crush you even harder.
ok i deviate here and there but these are what i have in mind! :)
positive mind rules the world,honey.
oh oh oh
i am in an urge to learn korean
too obsessed with this reality show 'the return of superman' esp 이서준<3
my moodbooster gosh
guys non kpop fan like me even thinks that this show is a magnet
THANK ME LATER FELLAS
anyway end of the post, haveeee a great day and be productive yeay!
blessings are on your way,
MSMARETTASIMON
