changes

Hey!

made up my mind to kinda 'change' my blog from 'fashion blog wannabe' to simply just idk a blog?

lifestyle, prolly 

well, does that even matter.

ive been passively writing in this blog, well that is if anyone even notices aha.

I procrastinate a loooot nowadays, a lot that i can stay up late just scrolling instagram when there's actually nothing too exciting.

been trying to change that habit tho.

made myself an agenda and reminders to keep myself posted to the homework i got.

you might not realise - september is coming to an end.

that marks a month left for me before i literally leave medan, and that. freaking. freak. me. out.

somethimes you're a bit worried about the future, thats human nature.

and ive been worrying. idk why either, thoughts keep on bugging me; what to choose for cca, with whom im gonna be sleeping with, little little things basically.

anyways, i made a good progress. recently.

ive been spending months together with my 'new' friends and we're closer to each other. that's a reaaaally good thing :) happy happy

ok its not that its hard for me to make friends, just that they are going to be the ppl who'll be fighting alongside with me. 

been buying sets of stationery 

try to make a proper packing list

hm got no other things to say aha.

lemme tell you something.

this post is boring so just bear with it ok

even i think tis boring

but i just have that vigorous spirit in me wanting to write a blog post HE HE HE

my peers and i have been crazy for food lately. real cray.

every friday we'll be strolling down the street to a nearby plaza(thank God theres a plaza) to have our gastronomic needs fulfilled. good food good companions indeed hahaha.

so heres pictures of our #foodieventure

(its only 2 pics but wtv)

                     me, adeline, melissa

honey i should stop

but i want to keep on typing

help

help

i have an a maths test on monday

trigonometry

i die

A MATHS

bye

and piles of homework for the following week

someone please slap me

but you know what

dad's bringing me to brastagi tomorrow

yeay man

getawayyyyyy

been years since i last visited brastagi

i love meeting the chubby bunniez

with chubby stomachs

and chubby cheeks

i cant resist

OK I GOT BACK TO MY SENSES

FAREWELL THY LOVELY READERS

DONT BE DESPERATE; FOR MY LOVE TO YOU IS ENDLESS

 

*Ok ignore the last lines i never said anything near to that*

bye honey bombs

say what it's FREAKING AUGUST

Dear readers, 

dated 1st of August. 

August.

I repeat, AUGUST.

just like a celeb on hiatus here i am.

man i rly miss the blogging but i think either the world is rushing me or i am a tortoise in a herd of lean sheeps(they r fast enuf ok). 

blogging is always in my blood, sharing thoughts, taking pictures, cherishing memories and pouring it out. it's sad to me that i am not as active. 

i have been thinking a lot lately, mostly about the future and how life goes. 

(i might sound stressed but believe me im not)

ok so first, in the last post i told ya that something big is happening this year, and it is almost time for it. 

cant believe im leaving hometown this oct(or maybe nov), it felt so long away but now it's completely different.

even i have the worries of not being able to meet my best buds anm, and honestly, it's rly saddening. 

meeting them feels like a blessing, really.

i feel mixed emotions; fear of what the future holds, yet so excited browsing the seniors' pictures of their school lives, and the force of thinking about things on daily basis is inevitable.

for my best buds, thankyou for cheering me up and supporting me, even the simplest gift or advice rly makes me feel loved. i just hope we are bonded and that bond will still be tight no matter where we are. 

seriously guys, cherish moments and be grateful everyday.

secondly, i thought of shutting this blog and make a new one, as i have some posts quite long ago which might be embarassing lol.

but this blog has been a silent medium for me to view the transformations i have in life, that it is actually a precious little thing.

i might not be able to take shots of what i prefer to wear as often, but i'll try. 

another news is, i started dieting again ahaa. 

gaining back up is super easy damn!

prolly after i got the body i wanted i'll start posting again? lol we'll see!

oh and i tried doing yoga by searching on youtube 'yoga for beginners' dang i think by beginners those trainers think we are of firm muscles when i am like a gooey jellyfish.

important note : beginners are not beginners(IF you get what i mean)

lastly, what i wrote above seems a lil cheesy and exaggerating, eh? maybe im more sensitive lately but listen. there are so many fears and challenges, you might shatter and sit in the corner of a room not wanting to talk to anyone, you never know; so share the love you got now and always remind yourself that you are blessed, you should be grateful for today. 

future is grim as i can see, but when you are strong and tough, it might only grizzle instead of raining torentially. 

i would like to believe in myself that i am able and for all of you girls out there who feel depressed to believe that you are strong.

if you think that today is your worst day, what about tomorrow? 

the waves may crush you even harder.

ok i deviate here and there but these are what i have in mind! :)

positive mind rules the world,honey.

oh oh oh 

i am in an urge to learn korean

too obsessed with this reality show 'the return of superman' esp 이서준<3

                    my moodbooster gosh

guys non kpop fan like me even thinks that this show is a magnet

THANK ME LATER FELLAS

anyway end of the post, haveeee a great day and be productive yeay!

blessings are on your way,

MSMARETTASIMON

all you ever gonna need'

 

 

dad's old sunglasses; H&M black top; unbranded pink high-waisted shorts; a.testoni black sling bag; charles&keith red wedges.

[this top has been worn pretty much lately, it is one of the comfiest I had. so thin and cozy, purfect for Medan's crazily scorching sun lately. shorts' been dangling in my closet for quite some time, almost forgot that I had one. red wedges is too add a lil more 'bold' touch to this outfit, not to mention I can walk for hours in these.]

Dear readers,

It feels like I have not blogged for forever! simply abandoning this blog right after CNY, well sorry for the absence.

Lemme flashback to a couple months ago.

I was having my best time of my whole life, literally, that my childhood dream finally came true.

It was in the month of February where I couldn't get any more grateful.

It was that one life-changing event you will figure out by my upcoming posts throughout this year.(I am not telling directly but you readers will certainly know it later:b)

Back to my usual school-life, I have been spending a lot of great times with my friends, one of the best is when I cried for my birthday last month.

My best buds are the best, really.

I was all sad because I might not be able to celebrate birthday next year with them, and that I was so grateful I had them.

Actually they gave a small surprise which included cake from my all time fave patisserie, La Maison.

It was really great to feel that you were loved.

They wrote some letters because I asked so, and I was surprised.

The letters they wrote to me were so sincere that I cried(again) when I read it at home.

I am currently learning how to be a better person in every way, how to improve my characteristic and so.

Well, I am awaken by what the priest said few weeks ago and I am very thankful now.:)

Have been slacking off in my studies, and I am now ready to get back to the track.

About my weight and diet, It had gone crazy.

Been munching sate padang whenever I see any, it is too good I am sure I gonna miss it.

Trying my best not to eat snacks and adding extra efforts in dancing, well let's all hope I am not gaining any more weight.

I am all relaxed because I dont really care about losing weight anymore, I just wanted to be healthier and that's all.

discovered a great bible verse which describes how I have been feeling recently, here's for all of you to read:)

(For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. -Jeremiah 29:11).

 stomach is urging me to have some foods in, gotta go and blessings be with you always!

reserved by,

MSMARETTASIMON  

MAROON JAGS

I'm wearing : dad's sunnies,  forever 21's 'oui' necklace, zara's 'blonds vs brunettes' t-shirt , sister's bracelet, bershka's maroon jegging, and converse's 'all star' sneakers

[bought this t-shirt half years ago and I just have the chance to do proper outfit shot last week. well it kinda sounds pathetic lol. anyway, it's my current fav clothing! actually, it writes 'blonds vs brunettes' but i decided to do a knot just to add a lil twist and it cant be seen here so, yeah. paired it with this rad maroon, a lil bit to the burgundy pallete, jegging which really gave that little jagger kinda pump. sneakers has always been versatile so no fuss needed! ]

 

Dear readers,

it is almost lunar new year! whoa time flies and i am freaking out(as always). the lunar new year spirits are starting to vibe in everywhere; traffics everywhere, parcels sent, towers of mandarin oranges shining on every house's table, and of course, red packets all filled up! it excites me a lottt. well, who doesnt get excited anyway?

one of the thing i love most about the lunar new year is polishing nails! i love love love experimenting colours and textures to my nails. although at most times i screw up and end up polishing my nails all over again, i still prefer doing it all by myself than going to the nail saloon. more challenging and a lot cheaper! lol. i'll post the nails if it turns out good but if it fails then.. my nails will just be nude on the lunar new year.

to be honest, i havent decided what to wear on the first day of lunar new year. just as we all know, the first day is the most important. still stuck in confusion, ugh. however, i managed to shot another outfit shot which potentially will be worn during the lunar new year. stay tune, cause the big lunar new year eve's dinner is just a day to go sooo, i might be posting some chinese delicacies here. if i do not have time i might only share it on my instagram. well it is much more practical, i have to say. check my daily feeds for more photosss(well at most times i post my selfie so.. you make the choice to check it or not lol)

lastly,wishing you guys a joyous and wonderful time during the Lunar New Year, and in case I got too busy collecting hong baos(chinese words for red packets), HAPPY ADVANCED LUNAR NEW YEAR! let's be more loving to the world and we hope all of us have an even more prosperous year ahead. last but not least, keep on reading my bloggg.

Ciao!

p.s: i dont know if my tummy is bloated or not on pictures above, so whatev-s i think they're not bad so yeays!

reserved by,

MARETTASIMON  

ah, rants(again)

(currently craving for a pack of jagabee but i am sorry for my tummy so no, not eating)

i am feeling a lil bit restless i decided to blog. it is always this that stops me from being inactive in blogging. blogging for me is kind of a way to express myself, of what im currently thinking and sharing it all to the world. i live sharing my expreiences and stories to everyone! 

tomorrow im having a chemistry class test and hell i do mot know why i just cant concentrate. not to mention the untouch pile of math sheets i dont even wanna stare at. weekend has been making me so sluggish lately, i dont know why. ugh kill me now. i am actually reviewing my textbook but it is too boring my dear. too boring. not that i dislike chemistry, but the will to study it seriously  is lost rnow. 

anyway, since my older sister is in town now, i am able to do some outfit shots but most of the shots do not turn out good. i find it kinda difficult to let the outfit itself shines, but im learning fast so as soon as i find the shots good im going to post it. well just wait for it kay! 

ending my not important post which just took your 2 minutes reading this pointless post with a goodbye and have a nice day onwards! may God bless everyoneee

p.s empower me with some sparks of knowledge  so that i can do well for tomorrow's test!

2k--

(macarons by lamaison. above are two of the seasonal flavours i loved most! sinful yet. . . yummy!)

Dear readerssssssssssss

i am guilty. 

i know thisssss.

i even havent told all of you happy new year.

soooooooooo

HAPPYY BELATED NEW YEAR READERS! 

hopefully in this new year i'll be able to post more and to catch more of the world's attention(my blog must be getting more and more fabulous for this to happen lol). and also, thankyou to all of you readers who stick to reading my rants and complaints of my oh-not-too-cool-daily-life, i love you all. just keep reading and loving ma blog lol. 

i never want to bore you out with my endless talks, so pictures above are all taken months ago, and i had managed to shoot an outfit shoot recently so behold! and it is close to lunar new year which means. . . red packets and more outfit pictures! yeayy double yeays! 

in case you are wondering, i am blogging irregularly now because i had decided to do better in my academic life, and to get better grades(this is so going to happen, believe me.) this is because i never felt that i did good enough. i guess you can understand teehee.

And I have something kinda sad to tell, the volcano located near Medan, Sinabung, is showing strong behaviour of erupting. pretty scary, because all those volcanic dust is everywhere, on the leaves, cars, and on road. I am quite sure that we are not going to be much affected by the volcanoes remembering the distance is fairly far, but still there's a lil bit of worries. hopefully the people who live near there are safe.:)

 

gotta go for now, so ciao! 

reserved by,

MSMARETTASIMON